nas - n.y. state of mind

"i don't think i'm too sane
life is parallel to hell
but i must maintain"

i need projects. huge undertakings that have a clear beginning, middle, and end. i enjoy my job very much but every weekend i feel unfulfilled. i have lots of freedom and a fucking fat stack of dinero but i still feel absurdly restless. orwell really was right. freedom is slavery.

12-step plan:
step 1: categorically avoid B&T nightlife. sorry to all my friends who get a perverted thrill from such pursuits.
step 2: regiment and beast all NASD and CFA tests.
step 3: stay diesed up.
step 4: shop more, mainly for clothing.
step 5: plan travel.
step 6: execute travel.
step 7: write more emails to friends and eminent people.
step 8: watch more movies.
step 9: attend more events: basketball games, boxing matches, indie shows, "rap" "music" concerts.
step 10: collect more music via itunes and whatever tower records stores still exist.
step 11: organize my stuff and clean the apt more.
step 12: talk more to everyone.

boom. making things happen.